Will never be the women with the perfect hair, who can wear white and not spill on it.
Huda Nabila I love coffee and tea loves me. Own a instagram, facebook account and a twitter. Follow if you wish :) Sony Electronics Facebook ♥Exits	Monday, November 26, 2007 random pics. 1:50am says; so everything is just not in order. and i tell you, i look soo minah and i dont like it. SUMPAH, i miss the black hair. Rupesh, Sandresh from Nepal and nisa. Smoking.Karina frim china. She's damn sweet:)Abs. kinda long time ago pics. Ohhh, have a safe journey later Huda:) Labels: i dont wish to label anything Sunday, October 21, 2007 Sembarang 11:00pm says: Freaking asshole . Get a life, you son of a bitch . Don't try to do something funny which you think you'll get me back because listen here boy, you suck big times and you're no different like the others . I'm sorry but you are . Don't you ever think by making such foolish story would attract my attention . So, if you happen to read this and to his friends too, open and stratch your bloody eyes . " We've ended, like sooo long ago and yes, dont blame me for not ending it to happily ever after, you dont deserve it at all. I dont wanna sound so cocky here, but i know you wanna get me back, which i know, you know and everyone knows that is a massive, fat chance. Oh i can see, those different ways, you trying to get my attention, but sadly, you failed in every ways. Because each time i see you, i tried to get away from you. And please, doesnt mean i chat with you in MSN SOMETIMES, im kinda in love with you. Hello dude, hell no. But if you were clever enough, you could see how rude i treat you. Ah huh, is not that obvious as i still know the limits of not breaking anyone 's heart, you see. Ergh, i used to just dislike you but now, only god knows how much i hate you. Im not attached or have something on between me and that guy, which is like my own friend and my friend's boyfriend. What the hell. I dont snatched people's boyfriend and i dont find any trouble in people's relationship, like ohh i think you do. So please, dont ruin my reputation. Seriously, i dont know whats your motive making such stories here and there. Either you wanna enjoy seeing conflict between me and my friend about her boyfriend or you have nothing better to do. I suggest, better get a real life, boy. So what if i had a boyfriend? Ofcourse i woulndt go for my own friend's boyfriend. It seems that you really wanna busybody about my life so much right? Oh sure, go on. But a reminder here. Dont be surprise when one day, you happen to see this girl here having a new guy with sweet photos. HAH. " Labels: i dont wish to label anything Thursday, September 20, 2007 maybe because they're simply jerk. i says; This is not desperate but just the deep feelings im into right now. This is also not a confession saying i want you back. No, never. This is just something for you to realise that you might never noticed from the past. Even i know there's a big fat chance for you to read this, because you don't bother at all, but maybe this post might be one of the hottest 'gossip' source to the girls out there that have been crazy or drooling over you. It may sounds a revenge here, but trust me, its not. There's no use for me to explain again because i'm sure, i've stated it quite clear for whats my intention on doing this, at the beginning. Maybe it's pretty difficult for me to get over you, just like what you want me to do. It's easy for you but not for me. It's almost two years living in a singlehood life after going through a relationship with a guy, before you, for eight months plus who don't appreciate me. And i pray to god, and i always believe i could find the better ones sooner or later. So, one fine day, you came along in my life. I swear to god, i'm proud to have you. I swear to god, at that moment of time i thought you're an perfect angel from god. And at that seconds, i thought god have been listening to my devotions every night. I seriously had this feeling you're going to be my long-lasting boyfriend which last forever and worst, I can't wait to introduced you to my family. See, how excited and confident i am to have you forever. i acted like a freak who thinks that YOU are all mine. Damn, you used to be superb extraodinary sweet, when the first time we get along together and till i'm all yours. But, i find it funny and weird for us not acted like a couple. Dont get me wrong but you acted like a stranger as day passed by. And i realised too much things, that a girlfriend woulndt want to go through. It hurt so much and you'll never know and feel how painful it is. I suffered the whole day and night thinking about you. You don't seem to even care at all. Never. People had been telling me to leave you as you're not worth my time. People had been saying the truth colours of yours. People had been giving me dozen of clue and evidence that you're not a boyfriend material but, i sipped those word slowly and i swear it's not as easy as what they think it is. I wished for a countless of dates with many pictures taken of us but i can just dream on and dream on. And then came my special day, my birthday. Yes, thanked god you remembered and thanked you for wishing me but i expect more from you. NO, I DON"T MEAN SEX OR KISSES ALL OVER ME. NO NO. But at least, a meet up will do. I understand you were busy with soccer, well guys, i don't blame for that, but you dont even show some initiative to have a meet up at all. NOT AT ALL. "oh sorry, i couldnt meet you. im busy" That is it. That's the only short and yet sweet sentence, NOT. And that one night, just before our 5th month, you make the atmosphere much worser when you say such things and our conversation that night is still saved in my mind and, in the memory of this computer too. i say; .....but whatever it is, i still love you and you replied; "as if i don't" how short and simple is that and as if you don't mean it. - "I just don't feel like talking to you anymore. You want an honest answer, there you go." - "Oh, okay then. Sorry if things didnt work out for us." - "Just forget the past about us and get over it. Im trying to get over it too." STOP it. STOP it. You don't even have to TRY to get over it because i bet you already forget about us. That are those few sentences that really hurts me and am soooo disappointed in you. I don't expect you to be this way, seriously. And is really hard for me to accept what happened and how you did really treat me. You make me look and sound like a stupid girlfriend. But, thanked god, i've ended all this bullshit. But, i pity those babes who are into your trapped and sweet talk. So, please i hope you change for your own good, anyway. Oh, listen here prettyface, i've never forgive you and i've never forget what you've done. Because, you've dumb me and it hurts, alot. Goodbye. This long post is kinda influence from my honey bestbutt, Ayunnisa, for against those guys, after what she've gone through right now, make me realised that almost all guys are the same and i wonder why? Jerk. Labels: i dont wish to label anything Thursday, August 02, 2007 the loong absence 10.53pm says; oh yes, im back! happy? im sure, you are. because, i am(: now cheak it out for me, how long have i not been doing some typing here? - its pretty loong. almost 1 month, dear. and i should, should, should tell you this; i miss blogging. AND, theres zillion of things i must share. sooo much things. hot hot heat news too(; So let me recall some stuff for the last few weeks: * dinner&dance 2007 and sleepover - nisa's mum company. * outing, suhaila's birthday. - suhaila,fariz,farnah&shikin. * discovered this stupid,faggot copycat. - bitch. * sentosa,14july. - the 125 peeps. * fireworks; esplanade. - 125 peeps. * small cousin's 1 yearold party. - family.syg. * fariz's birthday. - school&outing. * saw him(ex) with another woman. -he sucks. to the core. to the core& to the core! * ndp preview. - adlynna and fariz. i might missed some certain things in between there. & i will see and recall, soon. and so here some below, a list for the upcoming activities; 3august07-* sis nadirah (nisa's cousin) birthday chalet. most probably; sleepover there. 4august07-* outing zoo. omg. i miss going to zoo(; 5august07-* working. & hoping for my FIRST salary, please. so, i will update ALL stuff, like those list above and below, soon. nights. Labels: i dont wish to label anything Friday, June 08, 2007 the tears. clock says: my room. the only place i've flood it with tears. the tears that i've been wasting it all this while. the tears that keep rolling on my cheeks. the tears that happen every single night. the tears that i've to wipe everytime. the tears that i've spent too much on. the tears that you never seem to care. the tears that my mum ask me why. the tears that i've told her why. the tears that runs too much. the tears that wouldnt stop. the tears that reminds me of those times. the tears that i wont forget. the tears that wet my pillow. the tears that i've to sleep with wet pillow. the tears that always be in my nightmare. the tears that no one understands. the tears that turn me to a stupid fellow. the tears that i feel im one hell miserable girl. the tears that i really want it to end. but it goes on and on, &all this tears are because of you, those tears are meant to say that, iloveyou. ~~~~~ i wish you know how i am right now. thinking of you,its like everyday. crying,its like everynight. please god oh god, im getting weaker and weaker. make me strong.stronger, to move on.please. 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I know money can't buy me happiness, but it does bring me a more pleasant form of misery.