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Will never be the women with the perfect hair,
who can wear white and not spill on it.
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Huda Nabila I love coffee and tea loves me. Own a instagram, facebook account and a twitter. Follow if you wish :) ♥Exits
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Tuesday, October 05, 2010
What now? Right. Things in my life now honestly, is not stable enough for me to go through. Sometimes, i seriously had enough on my family matters. It seems that it can never stop and it's like a never ending story. I'm taking evrything positively but to some certain extend, I feel like leaving this house. Can you bare listening at the quarrel everynight and early morning? I am very sure the indon bitch did something to my dad. Ayah, cepat cepat lah berubat! Too much drama already in this matter. And so many people are involved. On the other hand, I am handling things fine i guess. I don't wanna make my life more miserable just because im having such a pain in the ass moment at home. Workplace and friends seriously play a big part in my life. School is starting soon with new modules. Sigh, i can't wait to get over and done with schools. Tired of the schools and the people and school uniforms. Result this thursday, I promise I dont wanna whine and complain about it once i check. Checked, shut the fcuk up and learnt from all the mistakes. I am left with one chance which is my last semester, so bucked up like i've always said but never did. My last chance, and bye to ite simei, finally. Being in love is one of the things everyone wants to feel. Even you've been single for the longest time, never had a boyfriend before, been hurt alot of times but secretly we wants to be loved afterall. You're lying if you dont need "love" in your life. How happy you're leading a singlehood life now somehow, somewhere in the corner of you're heart, you need that kind "love". With him, I think I fall for him. It's amazing cos we clicked so well. I like how we're dating now. And without realising it, I am actually observing you quite well. I already know how you put all your lies together, how you try to play around with what i says, how you try to escape when i ask you to promise things and how you handle your problems but at the same i can feel how honest sometimes when you confess something, how truthful sometimes you can be and still, i have not trusted you yet enough, im sorry. We are seriously taking our time which is good. Say no to, rush. I got to agree with this phrase, "The one who hurt you like fcuk is the one who you can't let go off easily." It's really sad looking people leaving the system. All the nice people leaving A2. Especially Siti, the foursome will miss you on shift and i'm sure the rest of A2 too! Please please drop by us okay. 5 partners leave in one go. I already feel the difference in A2. The bonding is just different. I don't know. Do you feel it, Syaz and Yana? Do you do you :( |
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I know money can't buy me happiness,
but it does bring me a more pleasant form of misery. |
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