Will never be the women with the perfect hair,
who can wear white and not spill on it.
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Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Alive . ![]() It's the end. I told myself, there's no more hopes or any miracles would happen. Looking at how miserable i am actually, i thought i can never survive in the class for two bloody years. It's not about anti-social, it's not about arrogant. It's just about, when you look at the person's eye deeply, you can sense something horrible might happen. Maybe not now, but between these two years? I still cannot accept the fact that I'm feeling lonely at times. I thought I am quite independent? No? I tried to talk with the Section Head yesterday, personally. And what did i get? A strictly, 'No'. So i know, i should forget about it and move on. The past few days had been a moody day for us. Fana and myself. Just as i thought i couldn't have a chance to breathe, I'm alive back today! I wanted to transfer so badly. Even though, i love all my lecturers so far, how unique and special my class is, how fortunate we are, but when i look forward, i can't see myself happy all along. I can imagine i will suffer with a problem or two sooner or later and i have to go through alone. But i really wanna thank god firstly. Secondly the section head, Mr Ng for believing in me and being so nice and softhearted. I actually given a chance to transfer to another class, the class that i wanted! After all sorts of begging, I've transfered to AB. And it also means, I WILL BE WITH FANA AGAIN FOR 2 MORE YEARS. I DON'T MIND AT ALL. I AM SO HAPPY! Right after he approved, i went out of the office and told fana about it. We were literally shouting and, tears of joy started to create and roll down. hahah, i can't believe that we're too, damn excited about it and we, hmm, yes cried. Just a few drops. Ahh, just a big relieved. Why not, cause i can join the new class tomorrow and can just forget about AA. It was that fast. So goodbye AA and i'm welcoming myself, welcome Me! Fana, let's do again whatever that we've been doing last year(: Oh and hello dorina and OA girls. hee. |
I know money can't buy me happiness,
but it does bring me a more pleasant form of misery. |