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Will never be the women with the perfect hair,
who can wear white and not spill on it.
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Huda Nabila I love coffee and tea loves me. Own a instagram, facebook account and a twitter. Follow if you wish :) ♥Exits
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Wednesday, December 17, 2008
What if, what if . . . " Not perfection ; happiness is not perfection. it is the ability to look beyond the imperfections. "        I've never dream to be one. I know modeling is so not me. Catwalk with so many audience watching you, never ever crossed my mind. Vogue poses, inches and inches of heel is not my thing. But when i haaaave to do it, i just have to do my best. I don't want to disappoint my best friend, the designer, Fariz J. The day itself is getting nearer. I keep thinking and imagine myself on that day. Keep asking myself, what if i fall? TOUCH WOOD! What if i look dumb? What if people laugh at me? What if i just couldn't do the walk? What if i cant pose like how I'm supposed to? What if people were to boo at me? Whaaaaat iffffffffff?!?! I know this event is all about the costume not the model buuut. . . . I'm so stress thinking about this. All i need is some support, friends. I need some encouragement, I'm sure at least it helps me to cool down. Text me, pm me, call me or whatever it is, tell me everythings gonna be fine. I'll appreciate it so much! Yes, i am this fcuking nervous cos I've no experience into all this catwalk and stuff you see. Can you just imagine you will be surrounded by those tall, slim and pretty girls, while you're short, fat and not as pretty as them? I can't imagine that. Seriously. When fariz read this, i know he'll go something like this, "Huda, don't bullshit lah! You'll be fine. Don't worry." Hahah. I'm VERY worried okay. URGHHH.  Ours is on the 20th DEC, This coming Saturday. |
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I know money can't buy me happiness,
but it does bring me a more pleasant form of misery. |
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