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Will never be the women with the perfect hair,
who can wear white and not spill on it.
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Huda Nabila I love coffee and tea loves me. Own a instagram, facebook account and a twitter. Follow if you wish :) ♥Exits
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Friday, November 21, 2008
almost gave up.  I came back from work at about 12.30 am and i switched on the computer, shower, cup of coffee, danish and im all ready to do my pm 1 slides. Am ready for staying up late to just finish it up but poor thing, i couldn't open the files that hamdani sent me few days ago . I am sooo mad, that i gave up and end up do the unnecessary things.
I hate the fact that i feel like im working my ass off but when the time comes, i see nothing in my account. Alright, i mean there is something at least but it's just not pleasant enough to look at, However, thank god for whatever i got so far even though im left with zero (not really actually). Im not surprised to see it happened again the next month.
The only thing in mind is that i'm scared of my time management. I've got no idea how am i going to settle everything in order. Im left with only a week plus to my final exam. A friend: Then after this where are you going? Poly? Me: Poly?? Nolah. Go higher nitec first, 2 years of it then if i did well can go poly ah. But i, err, i don't know why i dont see myself in poly.
A friend: Nonsense ah you. Go and study lahhh. I can see yourself in poly laaah. You cannnn. The way he say it, it gives me this courage to really study hard. AND DAMN IT. I just realised that im going to have my second attachment later at 6 in the evening. I.don't. like.it. to.the.max. !!!  A few days back at arab street. Now that we only left with 2 papers, BEO and POA, we just have to attend for this two lessons. Meaning, class always starts at 10 am or latest 12 noon and after 2 hours of lesson we can go off. Sometimes i always thought that its no point coming down to school cos most of the times, we cabut. Cabut. Cabut.
And we'll waste our time at any cafes or just somewhere to hang around with the usual jokers around. Last wednesday, the school have this concert thingy about sex and blah blah blah. I dont understand some were singing hardcore song and whatsoever which got nothing to do with the theme of the concert. Suka hati janji korang bahagia eh. Flying balloons are all around and farhan and friends just being an ass took a few of them and walk around with it so proudly. Haha. So we watched some dance and singing and off to stadium to catch the soccer final game. The college East vs West if im not wrong. B divison, I guess ah. haha.  "Eh tak bilang. Kk amek lagi aku senyum"
-.- Sheikh is always sardine. haha muke kau ehhh.  Okay now watched this three videos. Hahaha, i tell you is just so fun hang out with them(: |
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I know money can't buy me happiness,
but it does bring me a more pleasant form of misery. |
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