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Will never be the women with the perfect hair,
who can wear white and not spill on it.
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Huda Nabila I love coffee and tea loves me. Own a instagram, facebook account and a twitter. Follow if you wish :) ♥Exits
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Friday, October 03, 2008
L.o.v.e, that we're talking about. Sometimes i get sick with people keep asking the same old question and i really don't know what's the perfect answer. I will just go, hahaha and then, i dont know eh, entah eh etc. "Eh you got boyfriend, huda?" "Huda dah ade matair belum? Risau aku tgk kau." (haha) "eh huda got boyfriend riggght" "huda! dont wanna tell me who's your boyfriend?" =.= "huda you attached or not? cos if your dont mind, i got this very nice and good guy and i think you should get to know him better. " (ohmygod, please eh!) etc.. Hahaha, somehow i find it very funny. See lah, how they asked me. But then it makes me think about being single. Like why, cant i? i mean, im not complaining or whatsoever but their reaction when i told them that i've got no boyfriend, it's making me feel so weird and guilty of not having one. Hmm? Okay, okay, i cant denied that i wish to have a boyfriend who could take care of me, cuddle me, kiss me, carry me, love me, miss me, apprieciate me and moreee, just like some other couples do. It's been almost 2 years living in this kind of situation and everything is perfectly fine, i guess. I wouldnt want to answer, 'I've not found the right one.' Cos how do you know is he or he or he is the right one. And furthermore, i think i've neglected a few, the past, eventhough i fcking know that they're like the good ones. AND why the hell i only realised nowww? Like noow, they seems happy with their lifes. God, bless them. And, when i say we're friends. We're friends. I know how is it feels to be in love. You can't contol the feelings but just have to wait for the right time, you think. I don't wish to hurt anyone here but im trying to respect their feelings by letting out this earlier. Throughout this years, ive gone through not that much of 'them'. one by one, it's just a 'come and go' case. And without realising it, im used to it. i feel that i got alot more to say, but i seems so blank and i dont even know what i should type right now. Anyways, im doing good and working later and shit lah its already 6:16am! Im going to hit the bed first. See you. |
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I know money can't buy me happiness,
but it does bring me a more pleasant form of misery. |
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