Will never be the women with the perfect hair,
who can wear white and not spill on it.
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Huda Nabila I love coffee and tea loves me. Own a instagram, facebook account and a twitter. Follow if you wish :) ♥Exits
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Sunday, August 24, 2008
pointless I'm tired. I'm lost. I feel like dying and i need some space for my own. Mistake happened again and again. I want to get over it as fast as i could. I love mum, very much. It feels so tight up now. Been slacking, and not making any effort to improve. Okay hate that. Fitri, farel,miska,mas bram, kak maya, omar, pak utama, aldo, mozza, ibu liya,ti cher, salsabila, kayla, finza etc. and yea, been missing out alot of their episode and their very last episode too (cinta fitri 2) Sigh. =========================================== It's pointless yet very painful when the truth reveals after so long. Why is there to feel hurt when i know it's all over almost a year plus. I know. But trying to accept the fact is hard. How could you do that. How could i not know any single bit. How could i be so forgiving towards you. How could i just say 'its okay dear', when i know you're in the wrong. How could i be so blind with all the things you did. Five months, five months but nothing special, honestly. My birthday, my very own day, where were you? We've moved on. But it's so tempting to let this out. Obviously, there's no special feelings anymore. But this world have to know how i feel. How dumb i can be. How love is really making me so blind. And for that, i realised, it's just so hard to fall in love again. |
I know money can't buy me happiness,
but it does bring me a more pleasant form of misery. |