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Saturday, May 31, 2008
life is sooo pretty, actually.

Life will not be as pretty as it might be unless you paint it with love. Love the one you love, sincerely. Show them that you care for them, tell them what you really want them to know because what if tomorrow never comes? Like they say, live life to the fullest. Enjoy doing things that you feel good with but at the same time, have the limits. Never go beyond the limits and then regret everything that you've done and you know you're not supposed to do so at the first place. Appreciate this wonderful life that god had given you. You may have a perfect family and some may not but that doesn't mean we have to gave up with life.

I think life is really pretty unless i make it happen. With the people i lived with today, i have never regret knowing them. Be nice and humble and people will do the same to you, but everything i do, i know its all from the bottom of my heart, i do it sincerely. Seeing people laughed with me is the best thing. It showed me that they're comfortable being with me. I don't go around trying to please people and not being myself cos what for? Isn't it being too hypocrite? Yes, i believe everyone in this world is a hypocrite. Me too. But being hypocrite in a good way is not wrong. What i mean here is, being hypocrite to everyone in a wrong way is something that people hates it. I can be very nice but at the same time i know im weak. And i hate it. Naive is the second word. I tried to be strong and told myself that not everyone in this world is sincere in making friends and love and anything that they do but i failed. Failed to prove myself cos i thought i am strong enough to handle things by my own but i keep falling and the ones that picked me up is my mum and my bestfriends.

I almost gave up on making new friends or trying to help them when they need someone or at least an advice since something had happened. I tried to make things better but i was wrong, i guess to a certain situation, my presence is the worst thing ever that can resolve the problem. I was disappointed like i've never been before and it is really hurtful. Now, i thought its all about forgive and forget but it seems i can only afford to forgive but i dont know why is it so hard to forget it. I believe that maybe i just need time. Now, i go with the flow. I tried not to get involve in any situation but sometimes the situation is not helping me. Friends come to me for a listening ear and i cant help it but of course to comfort them and give the best that i can. I just hope every step i take or every word i say it wont effect anything or anyone like it used to be. IF i could have have the power to tell everyone that have been part of my life, i would like to apologise with all the mistakes i made. Sorry if you're hurt by me or any other things.

Family. Im just glad that i have one. Even though it aren't a happy family tree but i love mum the most. Mum, who have been there always and know everything about me. Be it about my friends, relationship and every problems im facing to. She is willing to hear my story and never get irritated by it. I know how difficult mum have to face with her own problems.
brother can be very irritating at times but i know he cares for me and he loves me just that we dont show that much. And dad, i've never been so close with dad. He is there fo me when i need kachings, sometimes but he's not the one that i can joke and share my problem with. And i get irritated by him easily.

How i wish to live in a Paris Hilton's world but wealth wont bring us to heaven if i didnt get myself close to Allah. Sometimes i wonder, am i too sinful with all the things that i have not done for Allah. I turn to him when i need help, i turn to him when i need something to happen i turn to him when i need blessing but i question myself did i do all the things that im supposed to do?

Let this be the post that i consider to let something out of my mind. Something is just bothering me.

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I know money can't buy me happiness,
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