Will never be the women with the perfect hair,
who can wear white and not spill on it.
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Huda Nabila I love coffee and tea loves me. Own a instagram, facebook account and a twitter. Follow if you wish :) ♥Exits
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Monday, January 07, 2008
hot hunk you know, its been a very long time i didnt really have my random post and here i am to do so . i've never been telling you guys hows things going, lifes and everything. As i was myspacing just now, i dropped onto this hot hunk's profile, this hot hunk, who i used to have something on but not anymore for years, had a new girlfriend. ~JEALOUSSSShuttup~ He's hot, he's cool, he's awesome oh and he's sweet. He's very kind and i know, he can be a very good father. like what the hell am i thinking right now, father? okay no, just bare with me. i just wanna let out everything. everyone knows that no one's perfect, but to me, hes the king of all perfect. We date-d once but after a few days later, we didnt see or even sms each other and i know this would happen at the beginning of time. and i start to always think that he's too cool, too hot for me. You know, i felt that he must be one of those hot guys who would go for those pretty hot babes,like obviously, im not one of them ehh, like i told you, he's hot and seems very perfect. And second thing, the age differance between the both of us. Does it really matters, anyway? but oh well, i feel that he would think that am too young and immatured for him. But to think back, why would he want to make friends with me in the first place? you know the way he want us to be friends is like having this other intention. Or maybe, i was just having this wild imagination. hahaha, nevermind. so cut the crap, what im trying to say here is, somehow, someday, i realised, it is bloody boring being bloody single. WHAT THE HELL?! Okay sliced. So yeah, now, right now, am tooooooooo, verrrrrrrrrry freakingg, hell nervous about this new school . New faces. New environment. New facilities. New uniform. Everything. I feel damn cold right now, thinking, how things gonna happened. Didnt bought any new stuffs for this new schools, so shut up. Its already 2 o`clock in the morning, i cant sleep, am just too nervous . School starts at 9am later and i think, i better make a move and sweet dreams now . BECAUSE, im planning to wake up at 6am to do all things, like, packed the stuffs for school, iron uniforms, cheak out which shoes comfort me best, hair, eyes, nose, lips, ear ! omg, everything is just not ready yet. Goodmorning youuuu people . |
I know money can't buy me happiness,
but it does bring me a more pleasant form of misery. |