Will never be the women with the perfect hair,
who can wear white and not spill on it.
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Huda Nabila I love coffee and tea loves me. Own a instagram, facebook account and a twitter. Follow if you wish :) ♥Exits
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Thursday, August 30, 2007
just read. 12.19am says; And so i've lost another one. A someone who i've never met for a long time. i pity her life being a single parents yet im proud of her being a strong mum who really cares for her 4 children. They have gone through the thick and thin layers of life and had always been so loveable. Even though my cousins are already big enough to be an independent kids however, they still need the support and being loved from their lovely mum as their dad died almost 16years ago. And now, their mum had left the children and this world, i sit and wonder, how are those cousins of mine, going to live without them by their side. i pray to you, god, to protect them for anything happen and i trust you, god, for theres always a reason behind her death. and i believe: Allah, loves her more. ______________________________________________ What's the greatest thing in life I would really want to encounter, FAST? Other than, having a life partner then get married and have an romantic honeymoons and make babies and have my own family, is that the greatest thing or the greatest feeling as a student and teenager like me is that, ending our major examinations as fast as possible. and i could start thinking of a wonderful holiday and have fuuuun! Just get wild in whatever ways as long as i feel happy but theres always a limit and i do have my own limit, and im sure, i could handle it(: i've always wanted to finish this N Level Examinition soo soon. because i've already planned some things that i would like to do, i know is really bad, thinking about how im going to enjoy myself rather than planning how im going to pass with a fantastic grades.hmm. Going to the next level of education each year really scares me. And the next step i've should achieved is, going for an OLevel examination. then polytechnic? University? where all the intelligent babes and dudes are fits into. so obviously, its not me and i sounds so self-doubt. Theres just too much things that i've got to face. And im seriously weak. just weak for everything. i just feel that i should gave up and end up being a stupid girl. and actually, by now, i've already type longer then this, but connection is so fcuked up and i dont know why, the other quater of my post lost. grrrrr. BYE. Labels: i bleahhh. |
I know money can't buy me happiness,
but it does bring me a more pleasant form of misery. |