Will never be the women with the perfect hair,
who can wear white and not spill on it.
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Huda Nabila I love coffee and tea loves me. Own a instagram, facebook account and a twitter. Follow if you wish :) ♥Exits
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Tuesday, August 07, 2007
the past. 8:31pm says: im feeling really down right now.like, soo down. and i dont know why. its a super sudden mood swing. i feel so useless, like an idiot, moron. oh dear, i seriously dont know whats up with those feeling. i look down on myself, and i think i sucks. i just feel like having an one tight hug and kisses all over me. that would be awesome. and at this moment of time, memories starts to flash on me.on the very small things to the havoc things i've been going through all this while. and all this, maybe because i've made a stupid mistake, a stupid choice and to make it worst i've been holding the stupid memories. i've tried so hard to let it go, and i'll make sure, it wont come back. for what i realised, i miss someone. someone, who dumped me a few months ago. yes, i've move on, but that feel of missing is still there. a MUST to forget, is a need thing to do. i miss those sweet words you promised before, cant get out of my mind. i might be an egoistic at times, saying to the whole wide world that you're just a plain shit. a someone i've wash up in my mind, a someone i wouldnt want to miss. but it end ups, me saying; i miss you. friends, i know i sounds so silly. but im sorry. its just how i feel out of a sudden. i need a big hug. .A REAL BIG HUG. ^._^ Labels: i bleahhh. |
I know money can't buy me happiness,
but it does bring me a more pleasant form of misery. |